Redhawk Caldera I'm a mess

Bonding moment it is!

Sebastian was roaming rather aimlessly. He was still thinking of leaving the pack even though he wasn't sure why. There was something that unsettled him. The large tank of a male worked hard and it was seen in his higher ranking over the weeks he had been staying in the caldera. Probably the most common reason why he didn't feel at home was because he hadn't made any friends or social connections. Somehow Sebastian was quite social but he refrained from it. Maybe it was his troubled past that made him believe that he wasn't fit to be a good friend, or maybe it was a combination of that and the genes he thought he had gotten from his father. 

He still had to confront his father, but ever since he knew where his father was holding himself it felt like his life long mission to find him ended. He felt like his purpose in life was gone. The big fire that was once burning inside of him had smoldered down. The need he once felt to tell his father what he did wrong, and the want of proving himself was gone. Probably the meeting with Burke's other son was what got his spirits to die down. He seemed close with Burke, a closeness he never had with him. What had he done so wrong that his father would never have spend any attention to him?

Bitter as Sebastian was he started to stomp his way through the Caldera, unhappy with himself only because he let someone dictate his life. And that someone didn't even want to be in his life. He would need some advise. But with who was he even comfortable enough to tell his story? Muirgen seemed to innocent and he hadn't seen her after their last meeting. She was probably at the seashore being happy. Finely might be too... Finley. Peregrine was probably busy and Wildfire would be too young to understand. Maybe @Elwood would be the one that could give good advise. Sebastian wasn't sure, he didn't know the male that well.