Redhawk Caldera I'm a mess

Sebastian was still thrumming his paws against the ground when he heard his name. "WHAT?!," he growled and turned around. He cleared his throat when he saw Elwood. He had been in thought so much that he let out his frustration in that one word. His body deflated a bit, which didn't mean he looked smaller. It was almost impossible with his size. His ears fell to the size and then casted his pale eyes up at Elwood since he was holding his head lower. "Elwood. I'm sorry..," he spoke more quietly. Sebastian frowned, not wanting to be rude towards someone higher in rank than him.

Sebastian fell down on his butt looking a bit defeated. Even working hard didn't work anymore from keeping his mind together or focussed. He would probably have to deal with facing his father if he ever wanted to get over it. He kept hearing the annoying voice of his half-brother... Damn it. How Burke would have hunting trips with them. Just being an overall great dad. He had looked up to his own father far more. Why didn't think his father he was good enough. "Elwood, do you think I am good enough?," he asked.