Redhawk Caldera I'm a mess

Sebastian sat down too, and then looked at Elwood. "I mean.. I am valuable to the pack, right?," he then asked. He knew he had recently talked to Fox that he wanted to leave but then he decided against leaving. He just had to invest more in friendships. So that was what he was going to do. He needed to at least tell someone. 

"My past. It isn't very good. Or well. My whole life I looked up to my dad, when I was little. I look a lot like him and I was sure that he... he would love me or pay attention to me. But he never did. And... Then there was my horrible uncle, father's brother, he was like the worst alpha. My father just... left to prove his point. He never as much glanced at me.. Like I didn't even exist. And then he left. My uncle didn't do anything only liked to play boss, and he got everyone killed. Also my mother. I was so mad, I killed him and went to look for my dad. And now I found him but he is in a dark forest and I met his new.. alpha or mat or whatever she is. They had young. I met one of them. A dark one and he said that my father was an amazing father to him," Sebastian just rambled in one go, probably not very easy to understand for Elwood.

"Why didn't my father be my father? Why did he leave my mom and me? And the others? And why is he raising that brat of a pup--- And .. I shouldn't have said that I went to his pack..," he then admitted, too honest for his own good. He didn't want to create any trouble after all, he had just been curious.