Redhawk Caldera I'm a mess

Sebastian really was making himself insecure only because he found the approval of one wolf so important. He would really need to realize that he didn't need his father's approval. Sebastian had been so confident in the beginning but all this uncertainty made him insecure. Talking to one of Burke's other young , his half brother didn't help. A shiver went over his spine. The pale eyes off the male fell into Elwood's. A grateful smile tugged on his lips. "That means a lot," he choked out. Clearly affected. 

The charcoal male inhaled sharply and then let out a big sigh. "Do you think I should confront him? My father I mean? Do you think it will bring peace if I get to hear how he things about me?," Sebastian wondered. But then he thought about the fact that his father might tell to his face how much he hated him. Would that be easier to deal with than make assumptions? Since those assumptions were what troubled him the most. The uncertainty. He hated his father for making him feel like this, yet he also wanted that recognition. He might hate his father for what he did but what Burke did the first year of his life had been incredible.