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Pan's comment was so absurd that Peregrine suddenly found himself softening despite his foul temper. A small smile twitched at the corner of his lips and he shook his head. "That's not really how it works," he mumbled, then said, "Come here." He shifted his weight onto his left side, curling his body somewhat so that his lover's form would fit between his fore- and hind legs.

Once Pantaleimon was in position, Peregrine said frankly, "I don't mean to be so grumpy and nasty. This whole thing is just scary and fucked. And it's hard for me to accept charity and sympathy right now. I don't want those things. I want my sight back."