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He cracked a wry smile when Pan corrected himself, switching to to with. There were many things he wanted to do with (and to) Pantaleimon, though it was hard to get into that head space right now. He met his lover's request with a thoughtful silence, which stretched on for so long that the Alpha reached out to apologetically touch his nose to Pan's jawbone.

"I do want you," he said quietly, "I'm just not really in the mood." He paused, then said, "You could try to get me there, if you wanted... no pressure, though," Peregrine added. Since he wasn't really feeling it, it would be no major loss if Pan didn't want to indulge him. But if he did, there was a strong chance the virile Alpha male would be swept up in the sensual energy of it, especially after waiting so patiently for their relationship to graduate to that level.