Ravensblood Forest On my own

Use her. Use her to get information. She can help you move on. She has experienced the same pain, the same rejection. What did her mother do? How did she move on? How does she deal with it? Manipulate her!
But her mind forgot about one important detail. Zhavvi was innocent, beautiful, she did not have a dark secret she carried around every day like Ayana. Yes, the girl might have experienced the same pain and rejection, but Ayana was bad. Her soul was bad, it was spotted with blood, dark blood. The blood of ...

Ayana smiled when Zhavvi talked about her new life. It seemed like the girl moved on and found someone to get attached to, maybe even a new father figure. Silvertip Mountain... could this be Ayana's new home? But Blackfeather was her home ... right? Ayana focussed Zhavvi. Could she imagine living by the female's side? Being pack mates? No, Ayana would not be able to be accepted anywhere but in Blackfeather, right? But she was a failure now that she did not get into the Caledra... Ayana started to feel ill.

" Zhavvi found new home". The idea of a new home excited the golden female, but did she even deserve a new home, or was it her fate to suffer and feel like a failure for the rest of her life? She shook her head. "Zhavvi, do you sometimes feel like...you are unworthy? Like you deserve nothing?", Ayana asked, hoping the girl would understand her.