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Pan raised two points and Peregrine didn't say anything for a long moment. "I think you think that and feel that way now. But if you really took some time to consider it... you might feel differently. I want you to really think about it, Pan. For now, we don't have to make any decisions. The pups won't even be born until after winter. But I want you really give everything I've said some thought, okay?"

At long last, he began moving again. His limbs felt strangely jellylike and he could feel his pulse quickening. Peregrine realized he had needed to get these things out in the open but it hadn't been easy. He could only imagine what a number he'd just done on Pan. It was clear that his repeated I love yous were getting muddled by the rest of the message and he just hoped his lover knew deep down that he truly meant those words.

"You know..." he began quietly after a stretch of silence, "let's say we did decide to call off our relationship. Would anything even have to change? That's something else to consider." They were definitely more intimate than mere friends, though their relationship wasn't physical. So if they concluded that they would work better in a platonic relationship, they could carry on exactly as they did now... well, almost.