Redhawk Caldera Exes and ohs

For a moment, he still didn't know what Pan meant. Then he realized he must be referring to the physical aspect of the relationship. Before he could answer, his lover assaulted him with questions borne from insecurity. The Alpha knew he was probably doing a number on that. He frowned. Maybe he should have given some sort of warning, somehow, before just springing all of this on the sweet Gamma.

"No! You're not hideous, Pan. You're beautiful." He said it as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. "I just don't think about it much anymore," he admitted. "Fox keeps me happy in that department, so it's not like I'm left high and dry. And with fall coming up and my brain on pups, I'm sort of developing a one-track mind..."

Peregrine came to a halt again as he tried to sort his own thoughts. "I guess I'm trying to warn you, in a way. I'm going to be very caught up in making babies with my wife soon. And I don't want to leave you out in the cold. You don't deserve that, Pan. This whole conversation boils down to me thinking that I'm not going to give you everything you want, everything you deserve. I know you love me but I don't think I'm necessarily what's best for you."