Jade Fern Grove mixed feelings

Set by the borders of Jade Fern Grove @Scimitar 

Never had this happened before. Estoc was a lot of things, but he wasn't indecisive. Or he usually wasn't indecisive. Currently, however......He had made up his mind to give up on his quest of finding his siblings but somehow, he was wandering now, without a purpose in mind, as a way to trick himself into believing that he wasn't trying to find his siblings when in actuality, he was. Estoc dug his claws into the earth angrily, but managing to keep his countenance impassive at the sametime.

This wasn't going to work. Father had taught him better than that. Father taught him to value family above all else, but he also taught him to use his brains, to use logic to make decisions instead of using emotions. Obviously, emotions were necessary, but for a soldier, logic would save your life and emotions would kill you. And Estoc, above everything else, was a soldier first and foremost. This wasn't going to work.

Then the charcoal male paused in his steps, leathery nostrils flaring as the faint smell of pack scent markers touched his nose. It meant the official packlands were still quite a distance away, it also meant, however, that he might get an uninvited visitor. Some packs were seriously territorial after all. Not that it was bad; Estoc would rather be in a territorial and feral pack than one that was all sunshines and flowers.