Phoenix Maplewood a lesson in love

He listened carefully for the answers, it turns out there was nothing he could do. If it really is all instincts then that meant it happend automatically. If it was similar to being thirsty and hungry then what was the feeling that pulled wolves to breed? Esaro sat there trying to remember if he ever had a feeling he couldn't explain. The feeling may have happend but his mind might have ignored it or gotten distracted. In the end he couldn't link it to anything but he still wanted answer. He did managed to get a hint of why he might not have had the feeling before. "So, I'm just not old enough." That's what he thought but he was actually the perfect age for it.

Before Shreya continued she asked everyone if they understood more or less everything. He spoke but a bit awkwardly since he kind of knows the answer. "Um, I kind of want try it out just to understand it completely but I know it's not a good idea." Still he continued to think on the whole act and wondered. It was at this moment his body started to feel a little excited. A quickly glance bellow and the change was noticeable. He decided to lay down on the ground as quickly as possible. His first reaction was the hide it from the other two. He felt a little ashamed of himself, it happend uncontrollably even when he knew it was a bad idea to try anything. He worried about losing control of his mind or something like that, perhaps that was what happend to Reek. Esaro kept telling himself to focus and stay where he was. Although it didn't really feel like much was happening. He eyed the two females, he worried about what would happen if he did nothing. If he didn't drink or eat he would die, was it the same for this too? He looked at Shreya nervously. "What happens if I don't do anything? Will it make me weaker just like when I'm very hungry?"