Phoenix Maplewood a lesson in love

It was good to know the feeling didn't have the same consequences as it did with thirst or hunger but what put forth new question was why he needed to distract himself. What was he suppose to distract himself from exactly? He watched Grace as she moved slightly closer to Shreya. Later on he kind of understood the reaction. If he was the only one willing to try it then it wouldn't work at all and it wouldn't be right. To give even more reasons, the act was restricted and had consequences. Ignoring the signs the body gave was usually a wrong choice but for this case it felt like he should always ignore this feeling and desire. He didn't want to have puppies and he wasn't sure if he ever would want them.

Even if all signs said no, the urge was still there. So he looked at Shreya. "So, I have to ignore what my body is telling me this time? Like pretend as if there was nothing?" He said as he slowly aimed to get back to a sitting position, unsure of himself. "I feel like I'm still perfectly in control but can it get worse? What if the same thing that happend to Reek happens to me? I mean, I would never do it if it was against someone's will. But is it really possible to lose control?" He asked, honestly believing that was the case with Reek. Esaro's body might be pushing but it was no where strong enough to make him do something so unwanted. He couldn't really guess all the forces that Reek was faced against so he hoped Shreya could give the answers somewhere.