Silverlight Terrace On The Road Again

There was a long pause. What he did, he knew would never leave despite wanting to have forgotten it all. "Pyx, what I did...I..I killed them, Pyx. In their sleep." He let that sit there. That night made him smile as he slept in the past. Now, it only haunted him. He would see their faces, beg for their forgiveness. But every time, before they could give it, his 'other' self got to them. 

"After I went on my own little crusade. Saw all wolves as evil. The amount I sent to their own demise, I can't think about it." He turned his face away so she couldn't see the wetness around his eyes. He remembered Moonlit, and the ones he hurt. No, the ones 'it' hurt."Then I came to Moonlit. I thought it would be another pack to disrupt. But these ones were different....I could never stop myself. Mitanni, we grew rather close. Too close for my liking. So one day, I attacked her..." 

Now he looked Pyx right in the eyes. A question bubbled in his throat, afraid to ask. "Am I a bad wolf? If I ever did that to you, would you forgive me? Even..." He was slowly beginning to understand the feelings he had begun to have ftoward Mitanni. And only recently could he put a word to the strongest that had begun to arise. "Would you even love me if I did that to you?" He had to know. If someone were put in Mitanni's place, would they?