Redhawk Caldera friends become family
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OOC: I remembered that as soon as I saw that you'd made a thread! hah

He still wanted to say something about Elwood. Elwood would make a fine Alpha- but what Fox wanted was to have an alpha pair, not simply two alphas. His heart raced, and all he could think about was everything that he would lose if he accepted her offer...Or was it a demand? She was his alpha, his leader. He'd promised when he'd joined the pack that he would be loyal and do everything for them. Now he wasn't so much being asked, as being told that he needed to step up. He'd never complained about his promotions before, of course. This was something different, and it broke his heart to think of the consequences of being the alpha male. Fox wanted a mate. It was natural for the pack to have a couple as leaders, though he was sure they would be fine without. Fox wanted children, and he did not. At least, he did not want to father her children. 

"I would be alpha alongside you, if you need me to step up." He said, but paused. "But...I don't think I can be your mate." He said, and thought for a moment. "I can't." He didn't love her. He would do everything that an alpha needed to do, of course, and he would support her and her family, but he couldn't love her. It was too soon, he already felt himself falling for someone else, and Whip and Gannet wouldn't accept him. Nor could he accept himself.

And that first kiss coming, let's just freeze the frame
Your eyes were closing, as mine were opening
Messages In This Thread
friends become family - by RIP Fox - October 31, 2016, 10:28 AM
RE: friends become family - by Shrike Redleaf - October 31, 2016, 12:20 PM
RE: friends become family - by RIP Fox - October 31, 2016, 12:40 PM
RE: friends become family - by Shrike Redleaf - October 31, 2016, 12:47 PM
RE: friends become family - by RIP Fox - October 31, 2016, 12:56 PM
RE: friends become family - by Shrike Redleaf - October 31, 2016, 01:00 PM
RE: friends become family - by RIP Fox - October 31, 2016, 01:06 PM
RE: friends become family - by Shrike Redleaf - October 31, 2016, 01:16 PM
RE: friends become family - by RIP Fox - October 31, 2016, 01:26 PM
RE: friends become family - by Shrike Redleaf - October 31, 2016, 01:32 PM
RE: friends become family - by RIP Fox - October 31, 2016, 01:41 PM
RE: friends become family - by Shrike Redleaf - October 31, 2016, 01:47 PM
RE: friends become family - by RIP Fox - October 31, 2016, 01:55 PM
RE: friends become family - by Shrike Redleaf - October 31, 2016, 02:11 PM
RE: friends become family - by RIP Fox - October 31, 2016, 02:22 PM
RE: friends become family - by Shrike Redleaf - October 31, 2016, 02:29 PM
RE: friends become family - by RIP Fox - October 31, 2016, 02:40 PM
RE: friends become family - by Shrike Redleaf - October 31, 2016, 02:47 PM
RE: friends become family - by Elwood - November 01, 2016, 06:53 AM
RE: friends become family - by RIP Fox - November 01, 2016, 08:56 AM
RE: friends become family - by Elwood - November 01, 2016, 09:54 AM
RE: friends become family - by Shrike Redleaf - November 01, 2016, 10:35 AM
RE: friends become family - by Elwood - November 01, 2016, 11:53 AM
RE: friends become family - by Shrike Redleaf - November 01, 2016, 01:46 PM
RE: friends become family - by Elwood - November 02, 2016, 09:57 AM
RE: friends become family - by Shrike Redleaf - November 03, 2016, 12:28 AM