December 04, 2016, 06:23 PM
(This post was last modified: December 16, 2016, 09:26 PM by Saēna.)
She flicked an ear toward Warbone when a soft whine burbled in his throat, and flicked it away when the volume grew until he finally seemed to deflate with a groan. Swinging her muzzle across her battered and bleeding foreleg, she regarded him through a half-closed eye, feeling too drowsy to pay too much attention. She admittedly felt bad about that, but there was nothing to be done about it. She needed rest.
"I shouldn't have left," she countered, but that was all she could bring herself to say. She was still too trapped by her immaturity to recognize an effort in reaching out, and that would form a distance between them for a time, no doubt. It wasn't willfully done or even consciously done, but she'd always been one to run from her problems in her own way. Rarely did she take responsibility for her actions, preferring to blame others for what was a lack of stability on her part. She knew she could only improve.
Whether she really, truly wanted to was the real question. "Can we just rest?" she murmured, and then added a hesitating, "please? It hurts." She just wanted to close her eyes and sleep for a few hours to escape her self-loathing and the agony that came with the unforgivable thing she'd done. And in time—whether or not Warbone remained to attend her—she did drift off into an uneasy sleep.
"I shouldn't have left," she countered, but that was all she could bring herself to say. She was still too trapped by her immaturity to recognize an effort in reaching out, and that would form a distance between them for a time, no doubt. It wasn't willfully done or even consciously done, but she'd always been one to run from her problems in her own way. Rarely did she take responsibility for her actions, preferring to blame others for what was a lack of stability on her part. She knew she could only improve.
Whether she really, truly wanted to was the real question. "Can we just rest?" she murmured, and then added a hesitating, "please? It hurts." She just wanted to close her eyes and sleep for a few hours to escape her self-loathing and the agony that came with the unforgivable thing she'd done. And in time—whether or not Warbone remained to attend her—she did drift off into an uneasy sleep.
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The little deaths are a little less, even if just for a moment - by Saēna - November 22, 2016, 02:02 PM
RE: The little deaths are a little less, even if just for a moment - by Warbone - November 26, 2016, 03:55 PM
RE: The little deaths are a little less, even if just for a moment - by Saēna - November 26, 2016, 04:31 PM
RE: The little deaths are a little less, even if just for a moment - by Warbone - November 26, 2016, 08:52 PM
RE: The little deaths are a little less, even if just for a moment - by Saēna - November 26, 2016, 09:08 PM
RE: The little deaths are a little less, even if just for a moment - by Warbone - November 27, 2016, 05:25 PM
RE: The little deaths are a little less, even if just for a moment - by Saēna - November 27, 2016, 05:58 PM
RE: The little deaths are a little less, even if just for a moment - by Warbone - November 27, 2016, 06:34 PM
RE: The little deaths are a little less, even if just for a moment - by Saēna - November 27, 2016, 08:09 PM
RE: The little deaths are a little less, even if just for a moment - by Warbone - November 27, 2016, 09:06 PM
RE: The little deaths are a little less, even if just for a moment - by Saēna - November 30, 2016, 12:44 PM
RE: The little deaths are a little less, even if just for a moment - by Warbone - December 04, 2016, 05:08 PM
RE: The little deaths are a little less, even if just for a moment - by Saēna - December 04, 2016, 06:23 PM