Golden Glade Paint it black

She did not stop at the border. 
she invited attack, welcomed physical pain, for naught but anger and the horrible sense of failure filled her now. Her anger was a wrath,  a tangeble thing, it filled her and demanded release. If ony she had worked harder, done more, Arthendal would still be it's own pack. She would have the beta position that she had longed for so dearly, and yet she did not .
she had failed. 

she did not go far, just a few meters over the border,  before she called a call of anger and of invitation,  and brought to the forefront of her mind was the longstanding quarrel she had with the Court. This was not about them, not in the least. They had no part in her anger, her guilt and failings. The thought of Nico came to her, and briefly she considered going back. But he was better off without her.

and thus, she waited.

feel free to PP minor hits/wounds, and though I am not looking to have her killed, major damage is okay!
edit: tagging @Shalon since I noticed that thus may help your trade? :D