make me feel alive

I have tried to write reply 3 times now first it got deleted, second my laptop finally crashed its been on its last leg for a few months.

Thistle listened to her husband Julooke sought me out I taught her about pain and internal bleeding maybe a little bit about delusional fevers. the last part was merely in jest for her husband seemed to have a penchant for delusional fevers.

Thistle would take her husbands stress from him willingly with her small and lithe self. however given the moment she would wait until he worked through his conflicting thoughts at the time. Then perhaps if there was time and the pups were not hungry and awake she'd initiate and comply.

Thistle stared at her husband for a moment and suddenly she was very very angry at him at nerian at everyone. She hated how he could intiate passion of all forms in her at times. She knew it wasn't his fault the way he was and he couldn't help who fell in love with him really. But she simply did not like the position she had been put in. She laughed in absolute irony at his next words it was a cold chuckle but she couldn't help it clearly dear heart you have no idea what women are capable of when angry or jealous and if you ever rejected her and she got angry I would not put it past her to harm me. she very possibly knows more about some plants than I. I am not saying she wil but she could and you would be none the wiser. she sighed and shook her head sitting down and then laying down all the sudden far too tired to deal with the conflicting emotions eating her up. most of all she felt bad for them because it wasn't her husbands fault completely. Granted he had offeredx her so many times and she rejected but eventually she would turn it into a fantasy any woman would it couldn't be helped.