Herbalists' Cache What a find

She was ready to leave, maybe not even go back to the territory, just away from this place. Away from Shale and his uncomprehensible logic. But then shockingly before she could leave Shale stood infront of her and looked at her in a disbelieving mannor. He instisted that her words were inacurrate. That he wasn't doing this for himself but for her. It was both confusing and angering to hear his word. To hear that by doing the opposite of what she wanted that he was doing this for her. That the whole reason he wouldn't allow himself to have her was bacause he was afraid to loose her of hurt her. It didn't all add up in Pema's frame of mind. She felt desired and wanted when he stated that she would be his, but frustrated that he had found another way to make it so that wouldn't happen. 

"Dammit Shale then have me! Right now. Declare me yours and I will be it." she said strong willed as she stepped towards him with deep longing in her eyes. "You don't want to let me go. Look at yourself. Standing before me, hindering me from leaving. And I don't want to leave. But your fear of losing someone else is preventing this. Your and my collective desires." she said heatedly speaking so passionately that she might forget to breathe. "You may think that by sheilding your heart you are sparing my feelings, but denying me it already hurts." she said, her insides wanting to scream out. 

She didn't know why this hurt to much. Wanting something but being able to have it. Getting to close everytime but it continuiously being out of reach. And the very thing you want being the same thing creating an obsticle.