Stone Circle Can't avoid me forever

@Mawk Here we go?

She had been back for over a week now, yet she had isolated to the extreme. She had most memories back now. She remembered all her faults, all her mistakes, all her love and all her self hatred. Yet she held onto the desire to be someone different, to change herself and her life in some way and break the cycle of pain and misfortune. She also held onto her love for Howl. The memories hadn't gotten rid of it, she still yearned for him just like she now yearned for Mawk. She still avoided him like she now avoided Mawk, she avoided him like he was the forbidden fruit which in all entirety he was.

Today something changed.  She stormed around the territory ceaselessly in the hopes that she would run into one of them. She knew Mawk had avoided her too, it made her feel like she was some sort of plague. She wondered if he even noticed she had vanished after they all had taken down that buck. Probably did, but he never came for her like a small part of her had hoped he would.