September 09, 2018, 05:59 PM
The silver wolf was still making her way around the lands, she wanted to get a good grasp on what her new home was like. Often enough though, there have been several instances of ended up lost and meeting different wolves. Some were packmates, some were loners, and even a pup. The land was larger then she could ever anticipate, Shisu felt it'd take years for her to get a good understanding of Kintla Flatlands. However, she was determined. She wanted to use this motivation to push back the doubts that been haunting her for the last few days. Everytime the thoughts came foreward, a pang of guilt always struck her core.
She wanted a home, a home to truly feel like she belongs. Wolves that respect the life they stand on; treating nature as if it has it's own life. Wolves who do not resort to fighting, and use theit kindness instead. Wolves who respected each other regardless of differences, and treated each other like family despite no blood being shared. She wanted a warm, warm home, showered with friendly people. However Blackfeather woods, felt dead. She gotten the kindness of Kove, and the silent warmth from Relymna, the mischevious from Astara, and even the strange Mou she felt responsible for. Though often or not, the silence simply was killing her as the dark forest wrapped her in a cold blanket. She felt the crows mockingly squawk at her shy nature, she always felt intimidated by them. Shisu thought, was this the home she really desired?
She was given warmth, but it could not pierce far enough through the coldness the forest gave her. She felt intimidated. She felt like it was like her home pack, given the warmth and love of her parents, but.. She felt she didn't belong.
The clawed marks on the trees, the cruels ravens and crows, and the constant shiver that ran on her back. The lady thought may her expectations were simply too high, and that is not how life works; nothing is perfect. She was offered generously a hope, how dare she even have these thoughts?
Lost in her thoughts, Shisu's siamese paws led her outside the territory to the creaks. She felt ashamed, too ashamed to even look at herself. Her blue gaze looked directly into the stream, "I'm terrible."
She wanted a home, a home to truly feel like she belongs. Wolves that respect the life they stand on; treating nature as if it has it's own life. Wolves who do not resort to fighting, and use theit kindness instead. Wolves who respected each other regardless of differences, and treated each other like family despite no blood being shared. She wanted a warm, warm home, showered with friendly people. However Blackfeather woods, felt dead. She gotten the kindness of Kove, and the silent warmth from Relymna, the mischevious from Astara, and even the strange Mou she felt responsible for. Though often or not, the silence simply was killing her as the dark forest wrapped her in a cold blanket. She felt the crows mockingly squawk at her shy nature, she always felt intimidated by them. Shisu thought, was this the home she really desired?
She was given warmth, but it could not pierce far enough through the coldness the forest gave her. She felt intimidated. She felt like it was like her home pack, given the warmth and love of her parents, but.. She felt she didn't belong.
The clawed marks on the trees, the cruels ravens and crows, and the constant shiver that ran on her back. The lady thought may her expectations were simply too high, and that is not how life works; nothing is perfect. She was offered generously a hope, how dare she even have these thoughts?
Lost in her thoughts, Shisu's siamese paws led her outside the territory to the creaks. She felt ashamed, too ashamed to even look at herself. Her blue gaze looked directly into the stream, "I'm terrible."
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and she knew that soon the day would come, - by Shisu - September 09, 2018, 05:59 PM
RE: and she knew that soon the day would come, - by Mirabelle - September 09, 2018, 06:07 PM
RE: and she knew that soon the day would come, - by Shisu - September 09, 2018, 06:19 PM
RE: and she knew that soon the day would come, - by Mirabelle - September 13, 2018, 07:26 PM
RE: and she knew that soon the day would come, - by Shisu - September 13, 2018, 07:44 PM