Gyrfalcon's Keep The shield maiden on the shore

@Sveinn

As time progressed since the agreement of Nerian and Ragnar, Thistle had been seeking her own solace more often than not. She did not want to see either of them at the moment, while her emotions were still ragged and raw. She simply didn't want too and she had agreed to this so she had to get over it soon enough, but for now she wanted to simply just take her time and grieve for what had been.

She padded along the shore and further into the birds eye view of the world and she stood overlooking everything that was and is and a tear traced it's way down her face and she sighed softly her tail moving gently with the wind.

Her thoughts chased each other as she stood there watching, what could she have done to make him love her more or maybe it just was that he was unable to commit to one that could be it and if that was the case she just didn't know what she was going to do, probably nothing. Loved him to much to leave and the situation could prove okay as time went on, but right this moment the fawn colored femme was far from okay. Had been far from okay for months now, and that wasn't necessarily anyone's fault except maybe her's.

The long nights she'd walk the ground or the nights she'd just lay with eyes wide open and pretend to just be waking up when her children and Ragnar did. These were all clues to a puzzle that was Thistle, and she thought perhaps it all came down to the simple fact that her children's lives had started on a whim and in a moonless forest with a man she had met once. She was willing to bet that was what set this all in motion and nothing more.