fallen and swept aside [IC Joining]

He was again debating whether or not should he fight, his goal had been clear a few moments ago, to join a pack but again like it had so many times before, it was slipping from his mind. Irritation pricked at his pelt as he struggled to make a decision, he had been a loner for so long, not having a care in the world that it made a massive change for him to actually think about the outcome for once.

A low growl escaped his throat, it was not directed to the female though his eyes remained on her, but it was actually because of the massive argument going on inside his head. His gaze started wandering again as he made a decision. For the first time in many days he decided not to fight.

It was an unnecessary fight. He stood there, unmoving, gaze wandering as the female raised her muzzle in the air to call for another wolf. The threats she made did not seem to make any impact on him. He had went through so many fights that the outcome-whether he was bleeding or in pain-did not matter anymore. Finally when she stopped and readied herself, he turned his unnerving golden eyes on her.

He dipped his head slightly, "I apologize for trespassing and I will 'back to the edge of the borders now.'" -he resisted the urge to sneer-"However I will only do so if I meet your Alpha," he concluded in a soft voice, his posture now neutral. He waited for the female's reply.