Arrow Lake Should I stay or should I go

This went so much better than she could ever have hoped, he told her she could come back, he had faith in her. Her heart soared and she knew, finally that nothing anyone said was going to make her give up on being a Diasporian. She would feed herself and she would feed others, she would prove she was just as functional as a four legged wolf and she would absolutely not tolerate a sniveling brat's ginormous ego to take her own huge ego down. 


And then he spoke again and her heart nearly stopped. She almost laughed not believing that the mighty man that was Stigmata had died. She sucked in a breath and held it, her eyes darkening with pain and she released it again the pain evident in the way the breath shook "How?" She asked softly her flame like gaze avoiding his as she blinked back the moistness that had begun to develop.