Blacktail Deer Plateau Obliviousness isn't all that it's cracked up to be

Ferdie Von Pelt practically melted his jaw fell open and he could feel his eyes blinking though no words fell from him. The normally out spoken male had been caught off guard, he could feel his pulse race in his throat hear it in his ears.

The moment she looked away he did too his ears flattening against this skull; he stared at he dirt just to the left of his front paws. When she looked back at him she'd see a crumbling mass of male that didn't know she was looking at him.

I'm sorry hawkeye, I don't know what love is. He exhaled unable to drew in another breath until his lungs burned and it was nothing but reflex to do so. He was a crushed wolf broken and alone destined to be so until he figured but how to listen to his heart.

You are not wasting my time, I would not have come if it was a waste of time. I had just wanted you to know, and I didn't understand why I was apprehensive to tell you, that I.... I accepted a female wolf into The Sunspire, No shes not my mate, but I am going to be raising her pups with her, like they are my own pups.

Ferdie closed his eyes I am a firm believer that it is the only the alpha's job to birth and raise pup's. Even so, I do not know that female or if she'd make a good alpha. only time will tell... Even now he had not put the thought of just accepting Erika as his mate and alpha female from his head. She was the easiest out, the easiest way to lock his heart into a box and never let it out, even with her scared face.

Damn this vain idiot.

He could be loyal beyond a shadow of a doubt so not if but when he claimed a mate, be it for love, or politics or some other reason, there would be no other wolf to make him stray.