Signs of a Runaway

Kisu stayed quiet for a long while. Why was it her? He thought back, and realized that maybe it was just like Pied — except he truly had feelings for his dead mate. He now figured he was simply infatuated with Amelie. That she was young. He was almost overly experienced... and here was a young girl, completely untainted. Kisu felt sadness fill his silvery golden eyes. Was company all he desired? That was not a good reason to get involved with an innocent girl. Yes, Pied had been younger than his first son, but Amelie was only months older than his next.

Coming to a decision, Kisu spoke before he could turn back. "Amelie... I apologize, once again. We are not a good match. You are young, and I am old. Older, at least. I have had mates, I have had children. You should experience such things with someone who is as pure as you are." He finished speaking, only a small wave of pain coming over him. It felt more like a pressure released from his chest. The male felt guilt and shame for leading on the girl and confusing her. Yes, he was attracted to her, but it was not like Kisu to sleep outside of mateship. Especially with someone so young and innocent. At least Pied had seen some of the world; and, they had truly loved each other. And Red Heart had been just as innocent as he was when they were together. Now, it just didn't feel right.