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Ein cringed slightly at Junior's words though it was mostly at the consideration of actually going to Ragnar and admitting it to his face. The last thing Ein wanted was to see the disappointment in his father's face. “No, he's off on some Outrider trip,” Ein's shoulders sagged slightly hating that Junior was effectively making him feel guilty for planning to do all of this behind Ragnar's back despite that Ein felt that it was better that way. Failing was not something that Ein took well at all and as it was, failing to be the kind of son that Ragnar wanted wasn't exactly on Ein's top list of things he wanted to do in his life. “What if he doesn't listen, Junior? Even if he does listen I know he's going to be disappointed in me because I'm not the son that he wanted. Not the son he always told Gunnar and me that he wanted,” Ein took a brief pause to draw in a breath. “I mean Gunnar feels like he's second best because he's the second son but in reality he's the one that deserves to be recognized. He's the perfect son, not me.” Clearly, their positions needed to be discussed by the brothers themselves, preferably sometime before Ein left the Bay. “I guess I'm a coward because I don't want to live in my father's constant disappointment.” It was true that it might not actually go that way but Ein knew Ragnar fairly well and was at least ninety nine point nine percent sure that how he imagined it was how that meeting was going to go.