Greatwater Lake all by myself

And so his journey began, the Roman did not mean to abandon Noctisardor Bypass or his children but it was exhausting. The reason he stayed in first place, and not leaving for Noctem Vagus was because of Paarthurnax but now she was gone, carrying his kids in her belly, and they would grow up not knowing their father or Roman culture. Shadow wished for once that men could be the ones with the babies, so they could be with him instead of the Creek, so he would still have a reason to remain, a reason to live on. Selfish but then, Paar was selfish too, not thinking once about him and the pain he would go through. Didn't she know, without him and his body, there wouldn't be pups in her belly. Only with him did she have kids, and he received no gratitude at all.

Resentment bit at him and he scowled angrily. "Curse you Jupiter, damn the fates to the depths of hell. Why do you give with a paw, then take with a smile on your fucking faces?" he growled, tempted to scream instead. His children would grow up thinking he was an entirely bad wolf, and Paar, so weak she was, would not dare to correct them. The Roman was so angry, he was not thinking straight, he wanted to punch something, kick something, meet the gods and yell at them. The leader wanted something to be fair for once. Life was never fair to him, never! Swiftcurrent Creek would have the puppies bearing the blood of Rome and sands, Paarthurnax and Bazi and the rest of the Creek would get to see them and watch them grow up but he, the father would never see them grow. Unfair, he wanted to yell and stamp on the ground like a child having a tantrum.

Shadow's silver eyes were wild now, fierce and bright, the glint in them glowing with abnormal light. Then Jupiter showered his anger down on his descendant, for calling him what he deserved to be called. The Roman faced the king of Olympus brazenly with no fear of death, for what else had he here to live for? Utterly nothing! Everyone he loved, everything he cared about, had been taken from up! What was the use of being death's angel if you couldn't keep the one you love close to you, take care of your own pups? What was the use of having fighting skills if you can't fight? What was the use of leading if there was no one to lead? what was the use of living, if you got nothing to live for?

"Take my life," he taunted the rain, "I've got nothing left, go on, take it." he smirked, the annoying sarcastic but handsome smile. Little did he notice another wolf nearby, with nothing to shield her from the rain. Shadow was too angry, to frustrated, to miserable to care.....yet.