Sequoia Coast Monsters can Remember

[size=x-small](most is really Lacinia's history. Anyway She is at the beach and staring at the sea.)[/size]

After days of recovering bits of memories here and there it became easier to find the rest of the memories. As Lacinia wondered around the lands aimlessly she slowly manage to uncover the one who spoke to her in her mind. It wasn't a monster nor a stranger, In a way it wasn't really anything but a feeling. The voice she hears are linked to her own forgotten instinct, one that was grown over time from hardships. An instinct that should never be awaken. One where you take life to keep your unharmed.

Being force to choose made her do a few unwanted things. It was no simple matter of just choosing her life over someone else. It was far worse, she had to torture victims since the pack that captured her saw her talent in it. The way she did it allowed her to be kept safe under their protection, only because the males found it entertaining. No one was really able to match her accuracy except for Nexi, one who also had to torture and which was Lacinia's teacher. She learned quickly where to strike to have wanted effects or else it was her life that was on the line.

Torturing someone became something that Lacinia did enjoy but what she didn't like was that she wasn't the one who decided. If the victim was no longer entertaining then Lacinia had to finish the wolf or pup off. Sometimes if it was a female, the males could decide to spare them just to keep them for their own entertainment. Her brother was among them and claimed to secretly save their lifes but not the way she thought.

When she discovered that her brother didn't free them but killed them instead her heart was crushed. She believed that her brother was there to help find a way to end this reign of terror but all he wanted was to take control of the pack itself and not change anything. From that day on Lacinia planned out her own way to free herself. She had to kill those who seek to control her and she must prevent others from being controled by males, She had to keep things from hurting her ever again.

Then that day came. Lacinia intented on ending all this control and Nexi was there to help but everything turned into a huge mess. Every captured wolf fought hard but didn't have the strength to match all the males. Lacinia joined the battle and so did her brother. The results left so much death which included the Alpha who was killed by Lacinia and her brother, and Nexi who fell in battle against the odds in order to give prisoners a chance to escape.

The final battle happend to be against her brother. Lacinia instincts had turned dark and she wanted nothing more than to end all her suffering. All she could think of was to kill. She had to remove all the sources of her pain and one of them was her brother. The battle was rough, each got their fair share of talks and hits. In the end it was Lacinia who struck a deadly blow but her brother landed an unusal hit and knocked her out. What ever happend caused her memories to be forgotten and caused her so much confusion. There were only corpses, no living wolves seemed to have stayed, Lacinia was all alone.

Thinking back on all of it made Lacinia realise who she was. The prisoners had nicked name her the Black Rose and her real name was Lacinia. It was time to forget the name Kove gave her. Lacinia goal had finally appeared, She needs to find more sources that was keeping her from being happy. Even if she is on her own she felt like there were males just waiting to take advantage over her. She believed if she killed enough of them then maybe she could be happy again. Torturing them would be much better, they should learn before resting in peace. What Lacinia planned to do was going to be a good thing.

She had wondered far enough that she came close to the coast. She did became curious about it since she has never seen one before. She decided to walk out onto the beach and look beyond the sea. Just blue, was this the border between worlds? She wondered what it was like to live in a world without males that take advantages of others.