April 06, 2015, 10:04 PM
It's fine! c:
It was still something to get use to, the disbanding of the Glacier. It'd been the first pack she'd ever been apart of, and had been her home, even if she'd often had trouble admitting that to others and herself alike. Now that it was gone, though, she couldn't stop such a fact from drifting into her mind. The mountains she'd come from had been her place of birth, but Duskfire had been her home. Without it, her feelings conflicted with one another, leaving her with both the feeling of being lost, as well as the feeling of being free. Perhaps she really was both of those things, or maybe her personality was conflicting and trying to control her emotions. Either way, she couldn't quite stand it. Moment after moment since the pack become no more, she considered following after the distant trail of the grey man she'd fought, but why she was unsure. There was a certainty in her mind that he belonged to a pack, and perhaps they were searching for new members to join them. She could also just leave, continue on with a journey as a lone wolf once again. Many thoughts entered her mind, trying to ease her away from the place she'd always returned to, but no matter how convincing her mind tried to make it seem, she just couldn't get her legs to cross over where the borders use to lie.
The Glacier was the first place Sen had ever truly fought for. Her body had been scarred in order to protect the land, and then everyone just left as if such events had never taken place. What made it worst of all was the walking flame. She'd entered the pack and took the reins, and even lead them into a battle. Still, that seemed as if it hadn't been enough to keep her grounded, to keep her tied to them, because she'd gone. The woman with the coat and personality that resembled a raging forest fire had left them-and more specifically Sen—without a protected home. The dark lupine could harbor only one emotion towards the hot-heated ex-leader, and that was anger. Possibly some annoyance, too, but the anger seemed to engulf all, covering up any signs of other emotions. It never reached her eyes, however. Those amber orbs held only a clear view to the fact that she was feeling lost and slightly confused. They betrayed her inner thoughts and feelings, and that betrayal had slowly morphed into something she could not force away. It lingered and showed through, unwilling to be pushed away to the back of her mind.
Even then, as she made her way through the land with a rabbit clutched firmly between her jaws, her thoughts clouded her mind and her eyes. She had nowhere to go, but knew she could not stay on the land she use to belong to. It was not hers to walk upon and live on any longer. It was just a giant block of ice with no one there to take care of it, no one to truly protect it. Or so she thought, anyways. A brief glimmer of hope brightened up her sour mood when a familiar form came into view. She could not recall having ever heard his name, so if it'd been spoken in her presence she must not have been listening. Even without a name, she knew he had been a member of the Glacier. From what she could remember, he seemed closer to the eccentric woman than anyone else (aside from maybe Malachi, but he had disappeared without so much as a goodbye). Though she momentarily wondered if, by chance, he'd known where the woman had gone, she did not bother to ask. The deed had already been done, after all, and she felt as if no one could fix it. “Hey,” she stated as she grew closer, voice muffled by the poor bunny that lay limp within her maw. She kept a reasonable amount of space between them, uncertain of the male she'd never really gotten to know, then dropped the rabbit at her paws. “Is everyone finally returning to the Glacier?” It was wishful thinking, she knew, but couldn't help but hope in spite of that.
Notice: Sen's actions and words do not, in any way, reflect my OOC opinion.
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watch the eyeless gain control - by Tezcacoatl - April 04, 2015, 07:29 AM
RE: watch the eyeless gain control - by Sen - April 06, 2015, 10:04 PM
RE: watch the eyeless gain control - by Tezcacoatl - April 11, 2015, 03:12 PM
RE: watch the eyeless gain control - by Sen - April 25, 2015, 02:32 AM
RE: watch the eyeless gain control - by Tezcacoatl - April 25, 2015, 06:11 AM
RE: watch the eyeless gain control - by Sen - May 11, 2015, 08:31 AM
RE: watch the eyeless gain control - by Tezcacoatl - May 14, 2015, 01:58 PM