Redhawk Caldera Out on the verge of the rest of our lives

yeah, that was pretty sweet! :D

Pantaleimon closed her eyes while Perry nibbled on her nose, a content smile on her face. For a moment, she could pretend the future looked a lot brighter than it did. Well, maybe it would not be all that bad. Being close to Perry as his 'male lover' was more than she had if she decided to leave Redhawk Caldera and Perry behind to look for true love. Pan knew deep in her heart that she would never find true love the way she wanted it. Who'd want to be with an abomination like her? Even Perry wanted to be with he-Pan, and only on the side; not for life, not for mateship.

Those thoughts drifted from Pan's mind when Perry suggested sleeping together. Before Pantaleimon had the chance to be shocked by the words, he corrected himself, saying he meant actual sleeping. Pan thought of finding somewhere warm and dry and snuggling with Peregrine, and she nodded with a fond smile on her face. Pantaleimon decided not to worry about what she wanted, not to worry about the future, and just stick with what she had right now.

"I would love that," she mumbled, not really answering his last question, for Pan was still not that used to making her own decisions, but hoping that they would find somewhere where they could snuggle with just the two of them. Pan loved the pups and respected Fox, but right now, she wanted more than anything to be with Perry and pretend that it was just the two of them in the world.