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It didn't seem like the right time for jokes. Pan knew what Perry meant, but it wasn't what Pan had intended to say at all. Before he could complain about the misinterpration of his words, Perry asked about the details of Pan's earlier question, though, so he decided not to comment.

Pantaleimon heard a lot of 'you's in there, but very little about what Peregrine himself wanted, which worried him. It made it unpredictable and unsure for him whether Perry really wanted this to end, or if he was just falsely thinking that Pan really needed or wanted this to end even if Perry himself didn't.

"Why don't you want things with me?" Pan asked. He knew it was stupid and unfair to ask Perry about this when he himself didn't even want to have sex, but still... He couldn't help but feel ugly and unwanted for it. "Is that why you want it to end? Is it because... because you're not attracted to me anymore? Do you think I'm hideous?" Pan looked away when he said the last bit, unable to look Perry in the eye because he was afraid for the answers.