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she didn't even fight back, which took the wind right out of his sails -- instead, Behati began to cry beneath him, and his eyes widened as the desire to fight drained from his body. shock flared in his body; he hurriedly left off her, and sat aside to ponder himself in horror. what had he done?! "i-i'm sorry!" he cried, guilt entering his visage -- he stood up suddenly, unable to stop his own tears from coming. they streamed down his own cheeks -- he hated himself! he'd been jealous, and now he'd hurt his friend, scared her. now she'd never want to be around him. he wanted to shout that Behati had hurt him, scarred his spirit, but there had been no reason for him to attack her, and he shouted "i'm sorry!" over his shoulder as he turned and began to run away from the scene of his greatest shame.