Silverlight Terrace On The Road Again

That must be the longest post I have ever seen. And I mean that in a good way

Judas did not see what he first thiught he would see. Instead of fear, there was sadness. Instead of anger, there was confusion and shock. Still, it was emotions he did not want to see in her eyes. He still had not realised the inner feelings she had, seeing him as a friend no matter what. If he had known, he would have thought there was nothing that could make him crazy again, as long as Pyx was there to help him through it.

And even then, her words touched him. Not a cold, biting touch like a harsh winter wind. But more of a gentle summer breeze. Judas felt as if something began to warm up inside. He had always judged himself, not thinking about how others judged him. The forgiveness and Pyx were proof that others did care, and weren't to judge him. So he shouldn't have judged them.

Then it came to the subject he never clearly understood. Love. The only love he had was from his mother, a maternal love. And that was taken. But was it really gone? All his thoughts to her had once fueled his hatred. But now, they fueled the opposite. Then he started to develop feelings that confused him for Mitanni. He looked at Pyx, his ears drooping slowly. Her words warmed his cold heart.

She asked if that was how he knew so much about poisons. He nodded, speechless at how much she had doen already. He then felt pressure on his paw. he looked down to see her paw on his. He felt his face burn up. This feeling, it was somewhat new, yet he had felt it once. He glanced up to look at her, turning his face so his nose was almost touching hers. He wanted all these feelings to stop, but he knew that it wasn't him who wanted that. It was It. It wanted the emotions swirling about to stop. Well he was not going to let it win. Not this time.