Sunbeam Lair broken down and dirty

Avannon had drifted sweetly away from herself the pain remaining though she wasn't there to feel it. Sensation snapped her back. She had been touched..touched..."NO!" She shrieked pathetically scrambling away and curling in on herself as if she wanted to just turn into a ball and roll away. A familiar scent hit her nose but she was beyond comfort, beyond rational thought "No more. No more. " she whispered eyes wide and unblinking. Her gaze moved to Jolon And for a second she came back a whimper of need escaping before she disappeared once more backing up "I'm sorry. I broke it. I broke it. Didn't want to..I'm sorry" some part of her reached out, remembering the promise to save herself for another time. Save herself...a wail escaped her maw as she remembered every but of what happened. She reeked of Judas's scent and she retched convulsing on the ground. She was a pathetic mess, all panic and fear and weakness. Any sign of any of the fight she once held removed from her mind.