Sunbeam Lair broken down and dirty

He bit his lip as he awaited judgement for his insubordination, knowing full-well she'd be able to kick him out of their home. It was unlikely, but Jolon couldn't even trust himself anymore. It was as if a little piece of him had gone missing after Vector's final appearance, and he felt hollow. Why did he not care about Asterr anymore? Was it really just because she had thrown hope and trust out the window for him? His eyes rested on the ground, silent tears blending in with his obsidian coat of shadows. That wasn't me- and you know it. Avannon knows even better what I became after Ezimette's sudden departure. He said in a monotone voice, the icy cold of his speech slightly warmed by the clear emotion.

His eyes flashed to Avannon when her lips moved- but he couldn't hear it, nor read her lips. It was obvious she was kind of shocked. He did what he thought would be the best to protect you- when I broke my leg I lost all control over Him. I-I didn't want you to go out there and get pregnant, and now it seems like I have failed again. He said with a sad look at Avannon. Even her fur was still a bit tangled from the brute who had dared to even come close to her. He should've been there- to protect her. It was heart-breaking for him to think of her standing there, thinking of him- begging silently for him to come and save her. By trying to protect Asterr, he had doomed Avannon.

Jolon took offence to Asterr's words, his brows furrowing as he said; I would never hurt Avannon- not me. He took a few steps forward to join the white ghost's side, the reek the beast had left on her sticking out like a soar thumb. He watched Asterr take her leave and then turned to his troubled friend again. If she wasn't scared of him by the filthy lies Asterr had been spitting, he'd touch her shoulder with his nose as a way to ask if she was okay.