Blacktail Deer Plateau Stronger

Sorry this is long

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Pema was feeling extremely defeated. All of her attempt to get out from under Day had failed. Rolling onto his paw and leg to try and get him off balance so he would fall over. Turning over and kicking his stomach with her back legs and claws. Turning onto her stomach and bucking back to try and knock him back. But none of it worked and it almost seemed to not effect him at all. Making her think that Day was one hell of a rock that wouldn't move an inch, or that she was really just that weak to do anything to him. Pema was larger then the average female, but her lack of muscularity in comparison to Day seemed to render her attempts useless.

Even he couldn't think of a way for her to free herself before he voluntarily stepped back and let her out from under him. He only said that he hoped that she would have been able to call for help. But what good was that when she was alone and there was no one there to help her. Even with the pack at her side, she thought as though she was a rather weak link being unable to simply free herself from another's grasp. Even though she appriciated the help of others she wanted to be able to defend herself, rather then rely on others and possible put them in danger when they went to help her. Like when Howl went to attack her but instead Day took the blow, and blood flowed down from his muzzle. 

She gave herself some slack with his first attack towards her. It was unexpected and she wasn't sure how this 'lesson' was going to be structured. In a real world situation she would be more warry of someone she didn't know, or if she thought they could possible intend to harm her. But she was very disappointed in herself that she wasn't able to get out on her own. 

Fow a few seconds she didn't turn around, her back to Day. Breathing heavy from her attempts and anger at herself that had built up as she thought about all of this. But then she took a few slow breaths. She needed to see the bright side of this. She may not have learned how to get out from under someone, but she did learn a few other things: to avoid getting in that position in the first place, expect the unexpected, and never expose your belly or front part of your neck unless absolutley necessary. 

She turned around to hear his purposal and idea for pack spars. It sounded like a great idea. Pema didn't know many members of the pack that were skilled fighters, and she didn't think any of them had a mercenary trade other then Sylvas who had been distant as of late. She was a prime example of why the pack might need this, escpecially if she wasn't the only one that could use it like Day said. "I think that sounds like a great idea. Give the whole pack the opportunity to gain some experience." she said positively, trying to push through the feelings of her defeat.