Hushed Willows but my love is like a dark cloud full of rain thats always right there up above you

She was glad he approved of her decision to appoint Lily.  It still felt weird to be doing this whole "calling the shots" thing; she'd never envisioned herself to be any kind of leader.  She wasn't the kind of person that others should look up to, and she had about the same amount of compsure in her as a worm.  But with the hand she'd been dealt, she thought at least she was doing a mediocre job.  Good, even, if she could dare to call it that!

His next words cause the panic to burst from her chest, and she can't help the way it reflects in her eyes.  Oh god, she thinks, what have I done?  But quickly she brushes it over, because apparently that's what she's good at.  Hiding.

Of course, she says.  He's been through more than enough to warrant it. Can I still ask for advice when I need it?  I don't know if I'm cut out for this whole, you know, leadership thing.