rise to the rush

Lol yea i would say lmao

Thistle looked at him and listened she had wanted to get her words out quick enough that she didn't have to repeat herself. ANd that he wouldn't interrupt her or worse get angry. She needed to let him know, like he had told her to do. She wasn't sure what to do with how he answered her though and she sat there for a moment thinking. Her pink tongue darted out to black nose and tawny muzzle as she thought about it. I did not think that I you didn't love me Ragnar I thought you loved her more. And how can I not still think those things when you tell me you don't want her in one breath and that you love only me, but it's clear that you do love and want her? I am not a fool a man does not wish to take care of a woman because he just wants to show her to love, that is ridiculous. Do you realize you are defensive about her and things that upset me about her, and then just now you didn't even say hello to me, you just asked if she and I were fine. She shrugged then. At his last words she felt like slumping forward in relieve but didn't, instead she just said softly I don't want that either.

Thistle's blue eyes met lighter blue and she spoke again You didn't Nerian did. That is how she and I are fine. I found her the one night crying, and she had moved my garden and her paws were so very sore...and I asked her if i could. Thistle was furrowing her brow as she thought trying hard to remember exactly what happened that night. I asked her if I could help her and I apologized to her and I told her I had been jealous because I thought she deserved to know why I had been rather mean and I offered friendship....but she told me I was selfish adn unhappy and I needed to realize that I had everything anyone else would want and that I needed to stop being selfish and then she all but called me a liar when she told me that I did not want to be her friend, i wanted her gone which wasn't true and she told me I didn't think of you because if I had then I would have let you have her and your sons. Thistle grew quiet again and sighed softlyl ...and of course I lost my temper and told her she had no right to judge me not at all and that I had every right to call her out, but hadn't and that I was trying to apologize and be friendly but she was the one being selfish and closed off and cruel, and I told her i was sorry for everything she was going through adn that i was sorry she had lost her faith...because that is most of her problem and she fainted. The next part was on ragged breath and half a sob as she remembered how scared she had been...and it scared me ragnar I was so afraid and I realized that i was being silly and petty, and I covered her up with myself because it was going to rain and when she woke up she told me she was sorry and we were fine and friends. Thistle looked up at him unsure what he would take from that, but it all ended up well in the end right.

Thistle furrowed her brow and looked down and spoke softly I can do this then Ragnar for you. Though I'll need to adjust and you can't be mad at me for my adjustment period. If Thistle had known that yet again he was lying through ommission adn she would have to share his heart she would have told him to just take his precious priestess and leave her alone, but love has blinders and she did not know, so she was content she supposed for the moment. Again giving more of herself to others than she received.