Whitefish River That just happened

Connor didn't know what to do, he mated with Moonshadow and was unaware that she had mated with Howl before and now everything was chaos to him, the male didn't know what to think. But what he did know for certain was that Moonshadow was pregnant with his pups and she was being quite elusive and avoiding both him and Howl. The titan was still upset at her but now, he had a bigger responsibility and that was to raise his kids, but not like this, he wanted to have a strong relationship with a woman and have pups that way. His fears grew, would Moonshadow let him see his children after what just happened? Connor knew that he should respect mother wolves and their space until they feel that they are ready to show the whelp to their fathers but the cinnamon male didn't have prior experience.

All he knew was that he had to be there for his kids, and perhaps he could mend the relationship between him and Moonshadow.

The titan knew he had to see them, he didn't care if he would get warned away by Moonshadow, so he followed her scent with one mindset, to see if she was okay and if the pups were okay. That was all that mattered to him. Connor would have to put his bitterness aside and focus on what was really important and that was raising his future, no matter what, those kids were his future. So when the Herald tracked her down with ease, he found that Howl was already there, Connor shouldn't have been surprised but he should have known for he had mated with her before. So the man approached, unafraid as Howl was pleading with Moonshadow which made Connor a bit more sympathetic towards the birthing woman.

He was starting to feel bad now.

The cinnamon male arrived next to Howl with sympathy painted all over in his emerald gaze, and once Howl stated his peace, the Herald needed to speak his. "Moonshadow... I don't know if you want to see me right now... And that's okay... I let my anger consume me and shunned you when I shouldn't have," his coal tipped ears slowly dropped down to the sides of his head, his heart was starting to pump faster for the feelings of guilt were starting to take hold of him.

He was starting to feel that he was being selfish when she should have been there for Moonshadow, he had no idea what was going on in her life, but yet again, she didn't have the right to manipulate his feelings. But he would talk to her about that later, right now this was MUCH more important to him, "I just... I just can't-can't sit here and watch you or-or hear you go through a painful process...," he needed to take a breath because his guilt was starting to manifest into a feeling of distraught, he felt like he had done this to her. "I just want you to know that I am here for you... Even though you may not believe me... But I am telling you from the bottom of my heart that I shouldn't have turned my back on you... I just didn't know what to think... And I just want to ask... Ask if you are doing okay... and-and see if you are alright..." Connor sat on his haunches with his head hanging and his emerald eyes wide with shame and concern, the one thing the male will always hate is seeing others hurt or in pain, especially if it's from his doing.

The squirms and squeaking of the pups were alarming him, but he knew that this was normal, but he so badly wanted to go in and gently nose the little ones to give them comfort, but he respected Moonshadow's space and stayed put. "If this means anything to you then... I'm glad that these little miracles are here... Even if we had a bumpy start... I am willing to clean the slate with you and... be there for them... Even though... I am not sure if they are mine or not... I promise to be here and help raise them," his face brightened up as he gave his sincerest promise and try not to disrespect Howl by automatically claiming the pups as entirely his since the Guardian too cared for them.