Phoenix Maplewood there is a girl in the lobby of a cheap hotel

Oh Po...

She knew. The stricken look was all it took and the wounds Lainie had fought so hard to keep from feeling ripped open. Staring into the watery depths of her sister's eyes was torture but the apology....it blew her away. Eyes tearing up she sucked in a breath and fought not to let it burst out in a wrecked sob instead shakily exhaling through her nostrils. Pushing herself up she tried to imagine what papa would say, how he would act....and she stood strong her head rising as she once again hugged her pale sister drawing her close with a gently encouraging tug of her chin. "Papa was happy..He met someone. We have siblings where he died" her words were soft and wary, unsure if Polaris would be hurt more by these or if she could seek comfort in them despite her sweetening them despite her father having seemed unsure during their conversation and then, tears slipping free from her lips she uttered her own admission "I spoke to him...before leaving again just a month ago. He was okay...I think life just wore him out early. He was tired but...he seemed content if not happy." the shiver that ran down her spine rose from her shame at having been able to see their father again and from the acknowledgement that everything had been fine until the abrupt end. "You shouldn't apologize for going out on your own. For not stopping by...all he ever wanted was us happy and safe, he would have said so himself" she spoke softly nuzzling against her sister and preening gently with her fangs through the soft fur along her shoulders. 

Im sorry this is terrible