Bloom

He was holding back, restraining himself. She knew what he was doing was right, that he was making sure what happened would be the best thing for both of them and the pups, but she still wanted it too badly to rein in her feelings. She walked into the dark den and lay down on their now cold bed, looking out of the cave at Fitz. Her orange eyes glowed, she wanted this more than she had wanted anything ever before and she knew he was feeling the same way. Only he was more responsible then her.

"Come on, Fitz. I'm a little nervous, but I really want this for us." she said very honestly. Only she wasn't a little nervous, she was very nervous. If they did this, then she would become a mother. There was no going back after that. But she knew deep down that it was right, that this was something she needed to do.