Blacktail Deer Plateau i remembered this song

Sorrel didn't look at first. Rather, she squinted her eyes shut and tried to silence the humming in her ears; maybe then, Aditya wouldn't sound like such a monster. Slowly, the noise died out, and she was able to compose herself for a moment. One might add, a very, very short moment. Maman, Sorrel called out, albeit quietly. Being here with Kieran, with papa, it was exciting, but being with Maman, that was comfort. And in that moment, all Sorrel longed for was comfort.

She could feel her throat begin to swell as tears welled in her eyes. Maman, she said, this time with more solidity and pity alike. Then, Addy, in reference to her brother, though it could have easily been confused for Aditya. Sorrel was sick — physically and mentally —, scarred; all she wanted was to go home. But this was her home now and Maman was gone, and that weight was enough to send her onto her knees, prostrated with her head hung low.