Blackfeather Woods There is definitely something rotten in the state of Camazotz

haven't had a thread between these two in like 2 years jeez

She had thought about starving herself, ensuring that her children would die from malnutrition. She thought about fatiguing herself, or trying the herbs once more. But her body's own selfish desire to stay alive was what kept her moving and relatively healthy. She didn't know what she had done wrong, why it did not work. Perhaps Mephala intended her to have these abominations. But for what? They were mixed blood of the worst kind: brother and sister after generations and generations of brothers fucking sisters. She did not have high hopes for any of them. She did not feel the same joy she once did as her stomach moved with their paws, as she felt them jolt. She only felt revulsion.

In the tunnels she heard a voice near Wolfskull. She had known about the captive, but she was the last thing she was thinking about nowadays, or even ever. So she squeezed through as best she could, secretly hoping that the children in her would be crushed as she tried to move, entering the Cave. I am here, She isn't the voice that the woman wants to hear back. Perhaps that was a blessing; reality instead of fantasy.

@Cassiopeia, feel free to answer too!