Moonspear i just meant that you would be emotionally ruined.

His expression hurt, but more than that was the lack of action he took to give her comfort for her tears. Couldn't he see how terribly painful this was for her? Why would he question her regard of this pack as her family when she was so clearly distraught? She didn't know his thoughts, nor could she read his expression through her tears to know the words he wasn't currently saying. For once, their silent communication tactics fell short, though Liffey carried on.

"No, it isn't," Liffey said mournfully, "Maybe some could have been, but not with Hydra, Alya and Lyra around. They have disliked me from the moment I arrived looking for Rannoch. They hurt Titmouse. They hurt you. Maybe you can find a way to be okay with it, but I can't."