Cedar Sweep we’ll be the lionhearted

She had left everything behind. She had abandoned Kavik and Ruenna after promising that she would always be there. She had abandoned Liri when the Alpha female was laid up and ill....she didn't even know if the woman lived. She had gone through an emotional revelation and chosen Issun, abandoning Corvus in the worst way without even a goodbye. All to stay with Issun. All for Kamiki. 


She had never caught the woman's name but she had disappeared along with Revui. She had no idea where that hateful bitch Kuma had went and she frankly didnt give a shit. All that left behind was Issun, Takara and herself. They couldn't form Kamiki. Part of her was hurt deeply by the failure, ached to go see if the plateau stood and if so beg forgiveness. The other part knew that she wouldn't leave Issun, not when she loved him so deeply. So when the howl went up she approached somberly, eyes swimming with the knowledge and pain of failure though she strode up to him. She paused before him and looked into his gaze, exposing her disappointment and fear to him like she would do with nobody else before slowly reaching out and touching her nose to the side of his neck "Another time...when it's warmer. We will try again, you, Takara and me. This isn't failure...its postponement." she spoke these words softly, eyes closing ad a wave of grief and anger washed over her causing her voice to waver slightly. 

Oh how she wished she had thought to convince him to stay. Suggested they wait till another time. They could have bred, she was sure Kavik would have let her. They would be safe and around friends. Now they were alone and without a home to belong to. It wasn't anyone's fault she knew, even so she blamed herself for being so stupid and impulsive.