Shadewood lonely man of winter

phone post

Nausea, discomfort, the signs were there. Her mind seemed to reel as the thought of what that might mean, she felt passive as she wandered along the place she now called home. A sad look seemed to take her pale eyes into a stormy blue filled with unwanted emotion, ones that should not he there when it can to having children.

a hum began to rise in her chest, her throat as she found the most echoing place within the Keep, a place she found just a few days ago. Then the hum became a song, one that was lower and unlike herself.

"I see a red door..
I wanted painted black..
no colors anymore..
I want it to turn black.."

she paused efter ever verse to let them echo back at her before heightening her voice for then next set.

"I see girls walk by dressed in their summer clothes..
I turn my head..
until my darkess goes!"

she sang as loud as she should, her emotions playing with he words and making them shake. She wanted to be happy, wanted to be excited but his words repeated in her head. Over and over and over again.