Whitefish River Forgive My Sins

Where doesn't that leave you? "Between a rock and a hard place," he said sarcastically hoping to lose the severity of the moment. "I'm not abandoning any of my children, but I can't be in two places at once," he said explaining the practicality of his situation. "Even when I was over at Sagtannet. I was only able to visit during the day under supervision... Which I guess if I'm being honest is more than I deserve," he said humbly. "I'm trying to see if I can build their trust to allow me more time with them, but it's not going too great."

"And then there's Kaistleoki. My pack. I have a duties here, but I can't be someone others turn to for help if I'm over in Sagtannet trying to visit my other kids. That's assuming your kind enough to keep me as a member of the pack when I'm only here half the time," he said. At this point Howl was simply venting out all the things going against him and it didn't seem fair to Ira to keep going with them, especially since it was a problem he had created himself. Even if he was unaware of the possible ramifications. She knew know what was going on. All that was left was to get her thoughts and see what she thought of Howl's only idea for a semi-solution. 

"I any case. I want to be a good father and also keep providing my services to you and the pack. I mentioned in the past that I have scouting experience. I know there are other's in the pack who have experience as well, but I thought if I could be transferred to ranged obligations for the pack I could continue to be helpful and also see all my children equally between or on the job," he said explaining his proposition. "I know it's not fair to you to make you change things on a dime for me... but I suppose that's what I'm asking," he finished looking to her.