Neverwinter Forest She found the love she hoped she would,

Perhaps Miriam did want to leave- and would never admit so. She did crave the life back to exploring, but she also did love her life with her children. She wanted to watch them grow up, and decide for themselves to explore life, just as she had done upon becoming a yearling. As the way of the Orchid, she was so used to.

"I never gave you up- or Asmoses," her heart clunched at thought where he might be, "you never did anything wrong. Even the Goddess, can see the purity and blessing in your heart. It is I, who has sinned." 

To lose Liliana, was the cost of losing Asmoses. To find Asmoses, was the cost of losing Liliana- Miriam heart was torn into two, both of her children lost in the world, and yet.. She couldn't help either.