Her friends and parents dead, her brother gone, she had nothing now. Until now, she had always had a purpose, something to strive for, something that she had to achieve, something that made her who she was, something that gave her the will to go on. Strangely though, even though she had no family or friends left, nothing to strive for and no purpose in her life, she still had the will to live. Maybe it was just family genes, besides she didn't feel like giving up yet. Giving up itself should go to the deepest parts of hell. But the thing was, she didn't know what to do next, when her brother was with her, her main goal was to keep them healthy and well fed and alive but now that he was gone, her purpose seemed to have evaporated into the air. It was easy for her to survive, an excellent hunter and fighter and she knew when to escape but there was a strange yearning in her gut. She wished for the company of wolves again, she wanted the life of a pack again even if she had to do it without her brother by her side. A small pang of pain went through her heart but she ignored it instead began her trek upwards, seeking the North.
The warrior of the north and the sea traveled far away, searching for the scent of a pack, a small smile appeared on her lips as bright blue eyes noticed large icy mountains in the distance, piercing through the clouds into the sky. And although she missed and loved the sea, the mountains would have to do, after all it was one of the places she called home and who knows how far she would have to go to find the churning waves of the sea?
Although her paws ached, determination drove her forward, just as it always did. The border was soon found and she quickly backed away until she was a respectful distance away from the scent line. Finally she sank down gracefully onto her haunches, tilted her head back and let out a smooth clear howl. It was strong and clear, pride keeping the tiredness out of her voice. Here was the chance for a new beginning, but she felt as if it was more of an ending. But she knew, her brother had his own life and she, her own but it was hard to let them go.
However none of her internal turmoil showed through her exterior, outside her expression was calm and clear blue eyes scanning the area for any wolf.
