Moonspear i've tried climbing the walls

aria sucked in a deep breath-- slowly so it didn't sound so terribly like a sob. she missed them all, dearly, and their disappearances were nothing short of devastating to her. her paws shuffled, closing in so that she was sitting tightly. she was falling apart, and had her tail not been wrapped so closely around her feet that she might've done so completely. she had nothing more to say. pyx did not understand, and now she probably seemed like a bitch for lashing out so harshly. but she could not be reasoned with, not when she had so few answers. her pale gaze fell to the snowy ground, brows furrowing. she'd disappear into the snow herself id she could-- but she knew she'd die, and aria was too afraid of death to welcome it into her pitiful, sorrowful life.